You think you know someone, until that person surprises you. You think you can trust someone, until that person betrays you. You think you can count on someone, but that person leaves you. You think you can love someone, until you realize that person has no interest in you. You think you can do it, until even your mind fails to believe in you. You think you’re someone people want to be with, but you end up questioning the real you.
But, you can’t change it. You get nervous, you get ignored. You get knocked down, you stay on hold. You get rejected, you get loved. You get hated, you get crushed.
You live in a world where you are surrounded by fingers constantly pointing at you, laughing at you, spitting in your face. You live in a world where people betray your trust, let you down, stab you in the back, leave for others who seem better. You live in a world where nothing seems right, rarely anything seems to be going well, capabilities are being crushed by personal introspections of self-doubt.
Your life is basically a bundle of mixed emotions. You have no idea where you’re going, what you’re doing right or wrong, and who to share memories, secrets and projects with.